Amanda is my other pillar. If Amanda were in the same room with Otep I would probably not be able to function on any emotional, mental or physical level. I love you both so much.
I’m done with school a week from today (Wednesday)
Which is the day after my 20th birthday.
This is my first birthday I’m spending alone.
The goal is, after school is out = self improvement.
Read books, write, do things I enjoy, make art and most of all, conquer my eating disorder.
It’s going to be incredibly hard but I know I can do it, I’ve had two good days in a row. Let’s make it 2 months, 2 years.
I am my own creation, I am self made…
justicemustdie asked: Which album did you particularly enjoy doing the most? Like which one had more meaning in your opinion?
That is a very difficult question. They are all so very important to me. Our first recording session ever was done at Indigo Ranch in the Malibu mountains where Slipknot recorded their first album and Limp Bizkit recorded Three Dollar Bill. I saw a mountain lion up there. Part of our EP Jihad was recorded at Sunset Sounds and I got to use the same mic Jim Morrison used. Our first album was recorded in Seattle and I did the vocals for Jonestown Tea in one take. On House of Secrets, there’s an EVP of a ghost child. And the last album, Hydra, was written in a Fibonacci sequence so that it cycles around and ends where it begins. I love them all. They’re my eternal children.
the beautiful boy Nathan getting in the Holiday spirit.